Abortion under false pretence

5 years ago

I have been in an live in relationship since 2015 and things were fine and I got pregnant for first time in the end of 2016 and we were financialy in a really bad place so after some fight a discussion I got abortion. Then some time later he asked me for 2lack loan for one week that I gave him, but he never paid back and in couple of months I got pregnant again and was hell bent on keeping it and ending it with him but he said if I do this he will commit suicide we fought fir days and as I had just got divorced i didn't wanted to be left by another one again as we were in a live in, I gave up and took the pill, I was broken for days, I told him I can't go on like this and I want to have my family to which he assure me that he needs some time as his father is very strict and he belongs to haryana and they don't let love marriage happen, but he said he will make everything fine, I gave him benefit of doubt, things seemed fine he is very loving and caring, near the time of Diwali last year he had to go home and when he goes home I usually stay with my family so I also packed and we went to my home he left for his home a day later, and he called as usual at first but then as time passed he started calling less and less, we got in a lot of fights as this never happened before, after 2 months he came back, we are still staying at my mother's as he has no money to pay the rent, I can't pay as I had given all the money I had to him already, I have nothing left and I already told him we should get smaller place so this time it's his responsiblty, I had already paid laks in rent before, he says he is trying to arrange money months pass still nothing we are at my mother's, I got pregnant again this time everyone knows, and before this we had decided to get married on his and my father's birthday, he agreed, we told everyone in our family, but month before his birthday his father had an accident and had to get hospitalised, so he said me being pregnant at this time will bring shame to his family, and I kind of knew this would happen and even my mother said that he is not wrong, he promised that he will talk to his family and will do what's best for us, he made me sure that we are getting married in March and all I had to do is to take the pill. I believed him as I wanted to get married soon, he left the next day, he called 3 days regularly and made sure I took all the pills and after that he just stopped calling and never came back I still have his clothes and documents, he didn't even paid the rent i had to sell my pc and camera to pay the rent and when I go to get my things to my shock my home has been robed, nothing other then clothes is left. I lost everything my baby, my respect,anything i managed to buy in past 2 years everything is gone. And he has such an ego he says he did all this as this is the best for us and he has no remorse.
I need to know can I sue him to make me kill my unborn under false pretence, and to destroy my reputation.